My mind still thinking, should I go or wait until I fed up. Macam2 hal dalam dunia ni, x d nafikan kadang2 kita mampu hadapi tapi kadang2 tidak. Kenapa, sebab tu lumrah manusia. Ada dugaan yg mampu dihadapi ada yg tak. Kenapa aku cerita mende ni sebab aku rasa aku dh puas menunggu dan aku rasa dah sampai masanya aku bertindak. Aku rasa aku macam asyik kene tindas je kalau lagi lama aku kat situ. Aku x nafikan ade yg kata sabar je la. Normal la tu kene marah, kene tindas kene maki tu perkara biasa je. Yap I agreed with that, but the point is how long you can endure all of this dam things. I'm not blame for those who said like that, because for me everybody have right to give thier opinion about something (I'll never sue you like GOV sue Mat Sabu because of history matter). For me good to hear anybody opinion, because from that we know that this people is really concern about me (us) right.
Dah setahun lebih kat situ, but no progress... sama je... cerita sama, kisah sama ubah hanya penyampaian cerita tu je. Aku rasa lagi aku tunggu lagi bertambah tebal benci aku. Lagi bertambah besar dosa aku. Bagi aku this is the last time... bukan aku x berfikir, sampai sakit kepala aku fikir... ye la when ask why, the answer still same, you not enough capable... pelik gak 1 year there still not enough capable. But what i can say let him be. Myb mereka lebih arif dalam mentafsir hal kerja aku. Ye la graduan luar negara kot semua tu. X pela, aku just berdoa pada ALLAH semoga satu hari nanti ALLAH permudahkan jalan untuk aku.
///Always pray the best for what i'm doing.....
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